Dont throw yourself out on another’s whim. People change, as do intentions and as a result, consequences. Live for yourself - Love those around you, but realize that they’ve got their own agendas.

Sitting by the river’s edge,
I caught your reflection;
smiling a smile that still
and always will, catch my
breath, and I, I cried.
Tears fell, as the memory
replayed and I, as I did back
then, watched through misted
eyes, as the only love I’ve ever
known, slipped between my
fingers, to fall, lost beneath the
ripples of ever decreasing circles.